Why do the most trivial things irritate me beyond belief?
It is a daily occurrence at this point and I am not sure how to deal with it.
I cannot control it.
I just want it to stop. I always feel aggravated, confused, and weak. For no reason.
Please, please stop.

Feeling really sick to my stomach. I want it to go away.

...even if your hope has burned with time.

Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.

I will always fucking hate this.

There are often times when I wish more than anything in the world for things to return to the way they were.
Either that, or that I can no longer exist.

Be careful what you ask for...

I do this from time to time, where I can never wake from a bad dream.
I do this from time to time, when I can never say the things I mean.

I wish that so many people did not exist.

I have too many issues within my body.